DON BOTHER ABOUT ME, U DON HV TO CARE

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

im super bored lars .
haven gone out for 2 days .
2DAYS . !!
was slpin th whole day today
since ytd niite 8 plus , well ,
came bk frm abgssss hus ma .
played alot . was super tierd . didnt wna hang rnd waitin for ekaanymore . so went hm . yer yer yer .
anyway , didnt really had a good rest . was out most of th tym .
for th pass weeks , didnt went hm ad all.
was lyk out , bk , out bk .
machiam hotel lor . kana nag again . damn sian d lars .

fuck xial . . arrrgh . 3 wks holidays . cbbbbb . .
fuckin borin . i miss skl xial . wna go bk skl . !!
faster lars . tym , faster pass . im dyin becos of skl holidays
. erm . ?

oh yer , i change my hp again .
w85oi . white colour . nt bad lar tis hp .
bt dn really lyk it .
waitin , waitin . im waitin for my hp .
a hp tt i'll fall in love with . difficult lars .
hp are just lyk boys . i cant stick t one longer den 6month .
hahahahaaaa . . i'll change my attitude on tt . i'll tk note .
OKAY I WILL LAR .
irwan . m currently with him now . hmmm . . .
i think i think he th one .
i think . duno. ?
jus love him so much nw .
oh no .
nope , we are nt tgt yet , bt just currently with him .

it's complecated lar , dorothy's love lyf has alwaays been complecated.
he just cnt get over with his ex gf or i think he's scared tt well ,

lyk apul , i'll just suddenly fall for another guy . who knws it's all my guess .
wadeva -.- i dn care lars .

bt do u really love me lyk u say u do so much. ?
say only ma. . free wan na . .

wah fuckkkkkkk .
im damn hot . hot hot .
just bought a pack of cigg just nw . stil gt 18sticks left .
arrgh . i dn feel lyk smokein anymore . smokin is so boring.
maybe i'll try chasin th dragon .? LOLS .
lyk real only . . hey who knws . one fine day . . .
yerrr . . more exciting . hahas . drugs . tt's lyf . my lyf baby .

&it's foc . wan some .?
fuck u _.l._

im super bored lar . .

im thinkin for doin a tattoo on my hand . big one :]
im goin t do it . bt scare leis . scare i'll regret . wait wait wait .
must think 4758593002 tyms .
i dn wna regret . somemore it's lyk . goin t be big , and ad
a place whr everybody cn see . yerrrr . . dunooo leis .. -.-
tired alrdy . oh , feel lyk smokin alrdy . haas . choas .
here's a pic of adek's cute cute tattoo .

&my rm . oh , i got my rm bk alrdy loo . . *a pic of me & darlin eka , tt day ehs . she jab , den came over t me cryin . blahblahblah . yer den she sober alrdy we play in my rm lar . lyk . arrrgh , so crazyyy .

tis's my wall ad th front of my bed . i love my bedrm xD

here's my bangaus

&here's my cutecute bo // irwan

mauhhhhh. !! loveuu boy

tata . smoke tymmmm .

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

38.2 leis . !!!
HAHAHAHA . !!

m nw ad hm , wid abg dino , eka .
ahdek , jackBANGAU & ijalBANGAU cumin ltr on .
WHY .?! becos tt stupid bitch mel lar . cbbbbb . let us alll wait .
cbbbbbbbbb . .
ltr we goin t amk , find my jiejie tk my new hp .
KEKES . !! aft tt go town mit my boo . !

kekes . cnt be happier with out them .
tmr goin santosa . !! xD
hehes . wid all of hem >! i love them so .!!
& has , we're hvin 3WKS HOLIDAY ,. !!!!
fuckin bored lars . ! sian . i miss skl :[
bt ytd i went bk t skl . hahas . ! for nth lor . siaossssss .
kk BYE

Sunday, March 25, 2007

:] HEES . !!!

IM SO HAPI . !!! SO IN LOVE . HAHA . !!
<3 IRWAN . my BO . !
MAUCKS . !! x]

haven been bloggin , my blog seems so dead . !!
hahas , bt who cares . i had been with bo tis few days .
we went t phunkbar on thursday , wid our groups of
frens . yers blahblahblah . haha dance wid him de whole niite . !
so hapiiiii . ! he's super cute lars . . hmmm .
den i saw apul's ex gerfren . haha , den we dunno why become so good , we dance tgt , disturb apul& whoeva he is dancing wid , a ger ofcos , yer . disturb disturb disturb .
:] apulllllllll , yucks , i love u no more , fuck u , dn love me PLS .
mornin . i rch hm ad 6plus , do my stuffs & went t skl .
!!!! arrrgh , super tired lars . . went t skl for exam . .
bt bo didnt came t skl , tt fucker slpin ad hm -.-
idiot . me , eka , mel , jack , zul ,ah dek & ijar+ a ger .
went t bb nature park . HAHA ! nth better t do lors . crazyyyyy . .
den we went crazy lars . hahahhaha . love my bangua jackjack&zulPENDEK. !!!
xD kekes . .

hmmmm aft tt went hm . my bo called me :] hees . den we talk till 11 plus .
finnaly i get t slp zZzZzzzzzz . .
tired xial didnt slp for duno how LONG . idiot . .

slp , den woke up on a sat evening , bathe , went out . mit up wid BO .
x] we went t vivo . yer , just th bothe of us , we suppose t mit other ppl too . bt they bomb us -.-
idiots . so about 1o we went t toapayoh ton ad his frens's hus , the brother&sisters .
they're so fun t be with yer :] hmmm . came hm today morning around 11.3o rch hm .
yerrrrrrr .
BO MADE ME LAUGH TH WROLD DAY . ! hahaha . . morning , niite , afternoon ,
nt lyk adrian . he thinks tt im his gf . ? wna scold me , for wad . . cb xial . damn angry .
eeeeeeeeek . if any ger ofcos choose bo lor . he nv think . adrian . once a ah beng , FOR EVA A AH BENG & i HATE AH BENG . !!!! HE SUCKS BIG TYM , COS HE SCOLD ME . !!
aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh . wadeva .

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

went t skl today ,
went t th learning hub .
whr students gather & slack ,
watch tv , smoke . play com .
plus free air-con .
good ehs .

nt bad lars .
yer . i played com . den see my blog .
saw all those tags .
believe it or nt .
my whole day was ruin .
went all so moody .

bt frens ,
frens arnd me .
they care . thx , really appricate it .

nt bloggin t offence anyone again .
save th trouble ,
im sry if my blog offended ya .

hate my blog . ? dn wna read it . ?
well as usal . close this window/tab .

bt one thing i dn understand .
why huizhen they all unhappy bout the things i do den don wna tel me .?
why don wana ask . ? bout me goin out wid szetho .

well , it's th pass alrdy , th thing had alrdy been over .
why cnt go out wid him .?
o.O. ?
becos u all hate him .?
ok accepted .

bt wad bout ruiying .?
last tym i hate her . we always talk bad about her TOGETHER .
den huizhen , u oso say u kay siao fren fren talk t her . wad for u wna tel me . ?
&why tel le wna lie . ? if really wna be her fren . i dn mind de lor . nt my problem .
i fren wid u gers , u gers fren wid her . she no link in my life cn le lor .
i dn mind u all talkin t her , or even mitting her .
& jas , didnt tel mi & say u mit her up .
nt say i wna control u gers . i don wna either .
&i hv nt rite further more . BUT
why don wna tel me .? scare i angry .? wad for . ?
hmmm . . weird . .
i really dn understand . bt i seriously don care bout who u gers mits up .
i hv no rites t care bout .
& btw . those happeninqs are b4 my ite .

&im sry for askin u gers t come t my skl t mit me , cos i tot u ger would wna see my skl , my new frens , care bout my position nw, bt i guess im wrong . really sry t make u gers feel so so so bad .
my frens . their all jackasses i knw . they are nt all handsome seriously . bt how did u gers felt tt they look dwn on u gers. ? ? they give u one kind of a look . ?
huizhen ehs , ren xin nan cer . wad was th first impression u had on me . ?
u should rmb . bt wad did i turn out t be . ? nt th same as ur first impression rite . ?
dn anyhow judge ppl , and say tt they look dwn on u . and make urself feel bad , tt's is very unhealty . rmb ren xin nan cer , dn cer ppl's heart . will don u no gd nor bad either .
but ofcos tt is if u think tt they look dwn on u lar . but hey , im nt tryin t say u or wad k . ? just tellin out my point , & i really think tt way yer .

&sry for nt smsin u ger , tt u gers all had t hou zer nian pi t msg me t mit me .
im sry . i should hou zer my nian pi instead .
bt one period i did msg jas and ask u gers t come out .
bt , comment test . if nt jui , er , huizhen tired , xuiying tired , den got hmwk all , who gonna go hm , do this do tt . . who gona rch hm by tis tym , tt tym .

i'm tired . . really m .
please tell me wad t do . . im really . . . lost of words .

BUT WAD HAD I GONA SAY MORE .?

since huizhen don wna be frens anymore .

& their's questions i wanna ask .
who was th one who let u gers , huizhen&jasmine felt so left out .?
the game u call pang seh game , jas . do u stil rmb . .?
who was tt ger . ? tt u both had t come join me & xuiyinq in th 1st place . .?
its her , ruiying . if u gers rmb clearly .

& i really wna knw now . wad had i done wrong t maybe nw make u gers hate me so much . ?

Sunday, March 18, 2007

went t batam for a short holiday last thursday .
came bk only today . th place is damn nice .
a gd sea view . air-con . big hus . swimming pool . layin on the beach whole morning .
wad more could i ask for . ?
:] tis is life .

bt something's happenin . .
why . ? i dont knw . fate . FATE .
GOD is a biggest lie i've ever heard .
happy marriage , ever aft . tt's worst .

there are so many things
i wish i had said & done . .
but now tt ur gone,
it's something tt
i'll nv be able t do .
but i want you t knw tt
though u're outta my sight .
you'll always be in my heart .
i wan u t knw tt ,
i'll always chrish u ,
i'll always love u &
always remember . .

u're too precious t be
Forgotten .
too priceless t be
Replace .

U're one in a million ,
u'll always be th one
precious & unique person
tt i care for so dearly . .

Foreva u would live in my
heart&soul.
Foreva would u live in my
thoughts & nv Die .

& when we shall mit again . .
i'll continue t cherish
those momories of you&me .
Just YOU&ME*
i'll cherish them & kip them
in th trushbin :D

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

1oo3o7
sat; went t work . WORK . bored t death .
aft work went t jon's hus . b4 tt went t princess , watched
3oo . hmm . nice show . . nt bad bah . .

took tt pic on cab& ad his hus .
ps: jon's hus is super nice. !!

11o3o7
sun; didnt went t work . lazy . woke up , went t east point .
played pool . aft tt went t suntec t find my sis . changed my M2 card .
jas , msg me . ask whr m i . i told her i nv work . bt ad suntce , so she tot of mitting me .
ad first say wad ruiying thr , ps all wad . duno ps for wad oso lor . she's so out of date .
nw 21st centry le . stil gt ps becos of tis kinda things de . ? & so . . i told her la , don nid ps , if ps don mit lor , i go hm nvm de ma . den she say : okok , i now go mit u , xuiying buy camara . blah blah blah . waited frm 8 plus til 9 plus , den i msg her again . . she told me stil eatin - yer yer yer , wad a fucking goody fren i've got man :] thanks god manymany :] aiya , seriously i don care hving such frens lar . . yao bu de . wna mit , don let ppl wait so long lar , mei you xin stil let me wait so long , some more i alone lor , ALONE AD SUNTCE . . wad th fuck . i'm so fuckin fuckin stupid . i knw tt she gt ruiying comfirm dn wn me le , bt i stil lyk tt . fuckin stupid lor . kannina de lor . . frm last tym i knw le lor . tt she gt ry , den wun care about me . ruiying , her best fren ma . best sister . wad m i xial . fuckin small fly . ~~~~ :]
dn wna mit just say only .
nt lyk i will be angry & be so fuckin angry tt ur nv mit me ma . aiya , wadeva lar .
who still cares WHO IS DOROTHY .? who th fuck nid her . ? when i gt problem den look for her stil nt late lar .
*WADEVA* dorothy don hv them seriously wun die , fun&happiness is all around .
even if it's a fake happiness&fun , AD LEAST I'M HAPPY :] &ad least ppl around me care about my feelin . even if they're fakin . WELL . . im happy wid my life . happy .
who really cares about long term frenships . ? it's th heart&actions tt tells everything .
new frens , old frens . who really understands . ? no body . u gonna love urself babe .

bt excuse alot de lar . . i knw all of u . well .
nv knw somebody too well , u'll regrat . LYK DOROTHY .
by then u'll really feel th kick .
awwww . PAIN .
forget it :]

12o3o7
mon; went t skl , went hm . jie&jerry came :] im happy .
hmm, really gt nth t do ,
bought a shoe , design& draw it , m very happy bout it , even though it's really nth .
bt i love my shoe :]

HEY , COPY RITES . WNA COPY FUCK OFF FARFAR DN LET ME SEE YER :]
BT IM KIND ENF . REALLY LYK TIS DESIGN .? ASK , I'LL DRAW FOR U > HAHA / !!
BT NO $ = NO TALK . frens or nt .

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tues; went t skl , went bk hm , talk cock wid jie alot . hahas .
den we go eat kfc . she nv eat , she came dwn frm hm just t pei mi :] hees . .
o.O.? she went hm ad niite :[
ytd apul went clubbing . no$ stil wna go . kna scoldin frm me :] den i nv contct him til nw .
bt he kept msgin mi . ask me why nv go skl . why .? becos i don wna see ur freak face .

took jerry's pic ytd niite . haas . .

14o3o7
wed;

didnt went t skl today .
teckyew called me , talk alot bout korEDWARD.
yer . blah blahhhh .
oh yer , pirce my lips , bt didnt lyk it , took a pic . & took th ring off . haas . i enjoy pain . -.= zzz

Friday, March 09, 2007

went t work ytd . hahas . .
sold 2notebook . suan hai bu chou bahs . :]
bt today didnt go .
woke up late + jon th ass shit nv pick up my call .
so i don go nor . go oso sian . . hais .
stayed hm and watch dvd .
finally i get t finish watchin er zhou gi zi wen . !! x)
tt show nt really super nice lar . if th show nt so slow & lame i think
it will be alot alot nicer . it's too slow for me -.- i kip pressin th
fast forward button . haas . . yaya ~

hmm , miss apul alot . dunno why oso . .
ytd actually goin t mit him aft work ad phunkbar , bt didnt .
was really tired . hmmm . think im fallin in love :]
haas . . bt it's only ai mei lars . . nth last foreva .
kip changin lor . nt gd change , don lyk change . lyk tt lor .
love means nth t me :] xiao yi shi ma . .
hao de lai , bu hao de san .

eka tt ger . . she ....... has . big problem , jus hope she'll be fine .

tata.